June 2011
disappointment
i am disappointed
i have failed myself, my partner, and my family
i have ruined my life
i have wasted time
I AM A FAILURE
got to love that empty feeling.
at least i know i’m not getting any fatter.
i gave up a whole other life for you,
and i have never looked back.
I hate looking in the mirror.
Because it always reminds me of how disgusting I am.
“The devil has put a penalty on all things we enjoy in life. Either we suffer in...”
– Albert Einstein
The feeling of owing your life to someone is amazing.
The feeling of losing them is painful.
I don’t know what I’d do without him.
Today I was asked why I have so many cuts over my arms and legs. Those were from the kitten.
Funny how they missed all the scars.
it all seems so trivial now.
M :)
When you are in love you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.
