I saw my dad today for the first time in 16 years.

Just a glimpse of him.

Was rather crazy … am a little shell shocked now.

I don’t even know whether or not I want to see him myself, I think I do. I’m pretty sure I do. I don’t care about the past, I don’t care about what other people think about him, I just want to make the decision to see him for myself - and not have others make that decision for me, like what happened again today.

2012 is the year of the dragon, it is the year of change - and so far they have been amazing changes. Maybe there is one more change in store for me? Maybe I will finally have my dad back in my life.

One can dream, I guess.